IM FINALLY FREE

Guys, I'm going to be in a mental hospital for a few days because of my suicidal thoughts. I'm gonna get a diagnoses and medicated. I'm not gonna be here for a while, but I hope I can see you all soon. Goodbye...

My depression is getting worse. It seems like it just gets worse, better, and then worse again. I've started having suicidal thoughts, and I've been losing sleep. I just feel like I can't be happy for long until I start feeling depressed again. Not to mention my social life is falling apart, most of my friends either disappear or unfriend me. But hey, at least I have you guys on Newgrounds. I just want to say thanks to everyone who's been supportive of me during this time. You've been very helpful. That's all I have to say. I'm gonna try to get on antidepressants soon.

Violators will be shot!

Survivors will be shot again!

The contest of Me Holding A Weapon didn't get enough entries. Maybe next time.

I'm doing better, but my sleep schedule got messed up badly. That isn't good since I start pretty soon. I'm still not doing as well as I wish I were. I still feel a sense of lonliness and anguish looming over me. Hopefully I'll feel better eventually.

Day 5 of being ketchup. Please just end my suffering already.

You better finish up your submissions of Me holding a weapon!

Make sure to tag BevelWeaponContest

I want to die

I feel like nobody wants anything to do with me, BECAUSE THEY FUCKING DON'T!!! For the past 5 days when I asked someone to hang out, they said no. My friends are all I have, and considering only 2/5 actually talk to me, it's pretty hard to try to get over depression when no one is there for you. Half the time when I want to hang out or talk with someone they either reject it or just straight up ignore it. I understand that people have lives, but they can't ALL be busy for 5 days in a row. I'm tired of being rejected. I had a full breakdown because I couldn't take it anymore. Sadly I'm just spiraling more and more into depression. I don't think it's gonna get better if almost no one wants anything to do with me.